i woke up at 1.35pm (:

.
are you, too?

it wasnt on purpose,
i didnt know it'll turn out this way either.
everything just became awkward for us overnight.
i've been trying to talk to you,
but you seem to be constantly running,
running away from me.
maybe you aint
but something tells me so.

we werent together,
perhaps because of her appearance
perhaps i didnt take initivative
perhaps you neglected me too much,
or,
perhaps it isnt love to begin with.

i felt loved being with you,
i thought i liked you the same way you did,
but in actual fact,
i didnt.

for her,
the feeling's greater,
close to love,
maybe more than that.
or have i gotten it all wrong,
again?
i really dont know.

it wont make much difference if either of us did anything,
for my heart's with someone else right now.