worth it

studying in sch today was an ultimate fail. Met josh at 9.30 to study, then we made an impromptu decision to ask jw to join us. A while after he came, laura moved out of the library and sat at the table next to us, and then we started talking about memes and rage faces and we all got high over it hahahha. we were practically laughing at everything: nicknames, jw spilling his soursop, poker faces, our jubenatibenjobubihinmaobindubat group name, my notes, someone spinning at the library doors and everything else. as if we got drunk on air hahahha. I think that went on for an hour and we caused so much disruption that the table next to us shifted. Didnt study much but today was good. Hadnt had so much fun (while studying) in a really really long while. So all i did today was...... writing notes for halogenoalkanes, waves, a bit of ideal gas and eating waffle ice cream popcorn chicken lollipop posh brownie and bbt. hahahah fat. Oh and last night i ate curry + bread at 2am HAHAHAHAH sinful but shiok! Had training after that then went for dinner with jw and laura. There's cross country tmr and my muscles are still aching very badly. I hope the girls arent going for any prizes because im one of the competitive runners and i really dont want to run.

and i just realised that my mood changes really fast. Ytd i was feeling helpless, and today i dont even feel guilty for not being on task. Hahahaha so screwed for CTs.

But i would trade my grades for the fun and company i had today.



On a side note, i feel really thankful for having the greatest parents on earth. There's hardly any family as close as mine. Randomly hugging my mum and trying to carry her, teasing my dad and showing off our vulgarities(and we dont mean it), making fun of other ppl, staying up to chat even though the next day was a sch day and coming up with lame excuses tgt when i skipped sch. What more can i ask for?

I'll make it a point to go home for dinner more often. They dont say it, but i know it is these simple things that make them feel most happy and loved.

ok sleep early everyone good night!