dilemma

sometimes i wonder how ppl can let such small things affect them. just chill yo~~~ (im not referring to soccer girls btw) i guess its better to just keep it to urself when u're pissed off at something, and then just heck care everything and wait for the feeling to pass. the world would be a much better place!

but then again.

most of the time when i ask ppl if they're ok and they just tell me they're fine when they're obviously not, i understand that thats because they dont want to share/dont want me to worry. i wished they would tell me though, at least they can let it out so they'll feel better, i know how important it is to have a listening ear all the time. And IF they did tell me, i wished they didnt, because i always say the wrong things, either that or i dont know what to say. hugs work the best but when it comes to gender difference its always a problem. I want to maintain some distance but i dont know if i should.

i wonder if most ppl feel the same. i dont rmb telling anyone im actually crumbling inside when something happens and they ask if im fine. is it better this way? i dont want my friends to worry, and im afraid they feel the same about being at a loss for words. i think too much, maybe.

anw i really hope the soccer girls are fine. everyone should stop judging.