"It’s never been about what you want, it’s always everyone’s needs before your own. You give out too many chances to people, who quite frankly, do not deserve them. They take advantage of you, and you become a pushover. But you’re okay with that, because they’re in your life and that’s all you ever really wanted. And even if they screw you over, you’ll still be there for them. Because that’s you, that who you are."

seems like a sad thing that most of us are like that. but then again, for you to go to this extent, it only shows that they are worth it. some sacrifices are worth it.