broke

im not broke but my parents are. does this make sense? woke up from my afternoon nap to hear them (almost) quarreling about the money left in their bank accounts. i feel so guilty for always drinking koi, mccafe, and indulging in all those good food that they're probably eat only once in 6 months. they think i should stop spending on clothes because i already have alot of them, but they cant bear to scold me when i continue buying, and part of the reason is probably because im spending "my own savings".

the overseas trip with the girls to taiwan is gna burn another big hole in my pocket (or theirs). i've intended to pay all the expenses myself, but i know they'll not let me despite their own situation. and im buying a iphone 4s, which means not just the cost of the phone but the data plan charges. and there's prom.

really really really need money right now. gna start working right after A's i guess. go back to that shithole to work for $6.50/hr which is quite a lousy pay. praying that there'll be a wage rise in december like 2 years back.



 this space shall be the witness to my new promise: spend as little on food as possible and not buy ANY clothes no matter how cheap it is until the taiwan trip.