all gone

my longest job was the one at trattoria. got to know 6 other co-workers on my first and second day. it felt so special because they were like a family, everything there was so relaxed, no stated rules but everyone knew and did their parts: playing their own music, watching them dance in the shop and harlem shaking, drinking beer and wine, eating chopped ham and taking smoke breaks even with customers in the shop. we spoke chinese and dialect, which made it feel so homely. loved how we play cards for 2 straight hours, getting special pratas, and going pp to cut hair (LOL). then they were gone one by one. some resigned, one got transferred, one fired. as of this thurs the last colleague will be gone too. i dont know if i should continue going back on weekends to work. i had a reason to previously because there was still fw and alex around, at least. when i went back ytd, alex was alr the only one left (with new chefs and manager) and i saw how sad he was. work became something so mundane and dull for him, but thankfully he only had to bear with it for another 3 days. in their place were all new japanese chefs, japanese and one indian manager. im not trying to be racist or anything, but no chinese at all.. seriously?! idk if i can continue like this. i cant go to the pizza furnace area and squat there to hide/use phone/talk to fw or alex. didnt expect myself to be dedicating a post to my co-workers and feeling this sense of attachment at the end of this 3 months. i really miss u all :'( maybe not everyone exactly but i definitely will miss the msian boys and fw.