One of the million

How could it not have occurred to me that I should have compared u with the majority out there? It hasn't even crossed my mind that u are just ONE OF the million. I would judge others who are like u, advise my friends against it and put a label on them so quickly. Now that I think about it, if I had went somewhere else and got to know those ppl instead of u, I would be judging and stereotyping u instead. How could I have possibly thought u were different -- no wait, I didn't even think of comparing u with others. I treated u like any normal friend, trusted u and thought it was worth it to maintain a healthy friendship. Only after 6 months did i truly consider this properly. Why should u be spared from the stereotype. Just because I met u and not the others out there? If I'd met them I'm sure I would have felt the same for them as i did towards u. Which means I would be hanging out with the ppl I'm judging (in a negative way).

"But u are a nice person, I know u". How true is that, how well do I know u? U have proven that u lack a sense of responsibility when it comes to me. I'm just someone u make use of, to kill ur boredom, and as and when u like.

Looks like some principles should not be compromised. Go for it as long as the feeling is right: this probably doesn't work, girls should be more reserved and not seem easy no matter what.

Enough of ranting, I'm fine, just a little disappointed and pissed at my own judgement.