im living in the moment but so are u (probably). i am still sure that the bad times will outweigh what we have, but this is so comfortable, so familiar, so sweet. all we have is feelings, strong but selfish feelings. thats not enough and we know it. it wont change and we know it. but still, for now: being able to enjoy ur company yet not being burdened by accountability/obligations (to deal with the messes we create) seems great. at this moment, i am still happy. and i cant walk away from this happiness.